### JON
What was [[Robinson, Gertrude|Gertrude]]’s work?
### GERARD
What?
### JON
I-I mean, I – Sorry, I-I know a lot about what [[Robinson, Gertrude|Gertrude]] did, but I don’t really know… why she was doing any of it, or w-what her intentions were.
### GERARD
Same as you. I think.
### JON
Stopping [[the Unknowing]]?
### GERARD
Not just [[the Unknowing]]. All of them.
### JON
There are more rituals…
### GERARD
That’s what she said.
### JON
W-W-What do they do?
### GERARD
I mean… they change the world. They make it new.
### JON
An apocalypse.
### GERARD
Kind of.
How much do you know about these things, [[the Eye]] and that?
### JON
I don’t – Uh… they’re, they’re malicious. Many consider them god-like and t-they have the power to affect the world in unnatural ways, but they cannot directly exist within it, so they rely on avatars or, or servants that they corrupt and… sometimes monsters that they create. They use their power in ways small enough to stay hidden, a-and I think… I think they feed on our fear.
### GERARD
No, they don’t feed on it. They are it.
### JON
What? W-what do you mean?
### GERARD
I mean what I said. These things, these forces, they are our fear. Deep fears. Primordial. Always looking for ways to grow and spread.
### JON
No… B-B-But that doesn’t – I m-mean, it doesn’t make –
### GERARD
What? So you thought it was coincidence that unknowable alien consciousnesses from beyond our universe just so happen to basically be all the things we’re terrified of?
### JON
I – How?!
### GERARD
No idea.
Smarter people than me have died trying to figure that one out. I mean, maybe they appeared out of nothing the first time something felt afraid. Maybe they’re older than that, and they just got inspired by all the things that we dread. Did they make themselves from our fears, or are they why we’re afraid? I really don’t know.
### JON
But, but not everything they do inspires fear.
### GERARD
And if you’re having an omelette for lunch, not every moment is spent eating the omelette. Some things take preparation. Especially if, you know, your spatula has a bit of free will. And sometimes I think bits of them just… ooze into the world without any purpose at all. Or sometimes they’re summoned.
### JON
Fears change. Fears are-are-are cultural.
### GERARD
A lot of them, yeah, but others are deeper than that. And when our fears change, so do these things. But it’s not quick. [[Robinson, Gertrude|Gertrude]] reckons they’ve basically been the same since the [[Industrial Revolution]]. She and my mum both liked to follow [[Smirke, Robert|Smirke]]’s list of fourteen.
### JON
**\[Disbelieving]**
Th– I mean, there are a lot more than fourteen things to be afraid of in the world. Where do you draw the line?
### GERARD
Hmmm.
I always think it helps to imagine them like colours. The edges bleed together, and you can talk about little differences: “oh, that’s indigo, that’s more lilac”, but they’re both purple. I mean, I guess there are technically infinite colours, but you group them together into a few big ones. A lot of it’s kind of arbitrary. I mean, why are navy blue and sky blue both called blue, when pink’s an entirely different colour from red? Y’know? I don’t know, that’s just how it works.
And like colours, some of these powers, they feed into or balance each other. Some really clash, and you just can’t put them together. I mean, you could see them all as just one thing, I guess, but it would be pretty much meaningless, y’know, like… like trying to describe a… shirt by talking about the concept of colour.
O-Of course, with these things it’s not a simple spectrum, y’know, it’s more like –
### JON
An infinite amorphous blob of terror bleeding out in every direction at once.
### GERARD
Now you’re getting it.
### JON
Like colours, but if colours hated me. Got it. Christ, I need a cigarette.
### GERARD
Yeah, well, you can wait. Don’t know how much longer we have.
### JON
Hang on, if these entities are all based on our, on our fear, the-the-then what, what about the, the rest –
### GERARD
No. There aren’t any god-like powers of hope, or love, or indigestion, or whatever. At least not that I’ve seen. Just fear. I don’t know why.
### JON
Fine.
So… so, I know a, a few… but what are they, these fourteen?
### GERARD
**\[Reciting from rote]**
“[[Smirke, Robert|Robert Smirke]] divided the beings into fourteen distinct Powers, each comprising a variety of smaller terrors, some direct and practical, and some more abstract.”
### JON
R-r-right. I know [[the Eye]]. Fear of being watched, right?
### GERARD
Being watched, being followed, having your deepest secrets exposed. Needing to know, even if your discoveries might destroy you. The feeling that something, somewhere, is letting you suffer, just so it can watch.
### JON
Is… is that me? Is… is that what I do?
### GERARD
You’re the [[Archivist]], you tell me.
### JON
Ah…
Ah.
[[The Spiral]] is the fear of madness, right? That worry that your world isn’t right, th-that your mind is lying to you?
### GERARD
Yeah, pretty much.
### JON
And [[the End]] is fear of death.
### GERARD
Simple, but always there.
### JON
[[The Stranger]] is the, the unknown. The uncanny.
### GERARD
That kind of creeping sense that something’s not right. That guy you saw that might be following you, might mean you harm.
### JON
Isolation.
### GERARD
[[Smirke, Robert|Smirke]] called it [[the Lonely]]. The feeling that you’re just… alone. Maybe there’s no-one else there at all, maybe you just can’t connect.
### JON
Then there’s… burning, the, uh, [[The Desolation|the Lightless Flame]].
### GERARD
[[The Desolation]]. Fear of pain, fear of loss, fear of unthinking or cruel destruction.
### JON
Does it… watch over, um, war as, as well? Or is, is that [[the End]]?
### GERARD
I mean, I think they both get a lot out of war, but you’re thinking of [[the Slaughter]]. It’s not cruel, exactly, or unstoppable like [[The End]]. It’s just pure violence, not targeted or premeditated, just… unpredictable violence. And you don’t know when, or if it’s even coming. Sometimes it’s aggressive, like a frenzied killer, but sometimes it’s calm, like an army firing shells into a village. [[the Slaughter]]’s not that common in peace but, well, you know, there’s always a war somewhere.
### JON
Right.
And, and then th-there’s, uh… [[The Vast|Vertigo]]. The fear of, the fear of falling.
### GERARD
[[The Vast]]. Vertigo, agoraphobia, the dread of deep water, of our own insignificance before the universe.
### JON
And on the other side, claustrophobia?
### GERARD
[[The Buried]]. Small spaces, crushing, you can’t breathe. You’re at the centre of everything, and it all pushes down on you. If [[the Vast]] is like losing yourself in too much space, [[the Buried]] is being trapped without enough.
### JON
Darkness?
### GERARD
[[The Dark]], yeah. That’s an old one, and one of the deepest. I mean, who isn’t a little bit afraid of [[the Dark]]? Of what might be in it?
### JON
Yeah. And there, um… I think [[the corruption|Filth]], it’s, it’s disease, but also insects?
### GERARD
[[The Corruption]]. Ooh, it’s a nasty one, that one. Just… disgust. Rot, decay, infection. That feeling of your skin crawling or itching, being touched by something that might burrow inside you. Swarming and hollowing you out. Leaving you full of holes.
### JON
Yeah. Not spiders, though?
### GERARD
No. They belong to [[the Web]].
### JON
Which is… spiders a-and control. Your, your will not being your own.
### GERARD
Yeah. Being manipulated or puppeted. The worry you’re caught in a trap you can’t see.
### JON
Yes.
…
What about meat? How does that work?
### GERARD
Ah, [[the Flesh]]?
### JON
Yeah, I-I mean, are we really so afraid of being… eaten? Of our bodies being all twisted up, i-i-is that… I mean, some people sure, but… how is it one of the fourteen great fears?
### GERARD
What? You think people are so special it’s only our fear that counts?
### JON
Wh– No…
### GERARD
Everything feels afraid sometimes. Sure, maybe it’s not as complicated or… existential as our fear, but it’s real. And there’s, what, twenty billion chickens in the world? A few billion pigs, cows… How many of them are dying of old age? All that terror, it has to go somewhere. So it does.
### JON
And when something formed out of an animalistic fear of the slaughterhouse reaches out to, to people…
### GERARD
Things get weird. Yeah. It gets mixed all up with human neuroses: bodies, gore, y’know, that nagging worry that deep down we’re just electrified meat squeezing air at each other.
### JON
Good lord.
### GERARD
I think it’s quite new. Only just beginning its, uh, ascendance when [[Smirke, Robert|Smirke]] labelled it. Before that there just weren’t enough animals for it to be a fear of its own. Back then I think the only animal fear was [[the Hunt]].
### JON
[[The Hunt]] is also animals?
### GERARD
Yeah. Been a long time since humans had any proper sense of our place on the food chain. I mean, we haven’t been ‘prey’ for, what, thousands of years?
### JON
But, I mean, hunting, killing each other. That-That’s just how wild animals work. I-I-It’s… natural.
### GERARD
So’s death. But we’re still afraid of it.
### JON
I suppose. And again, when an animalistic fear touches a human…
### GERARD
You get the Predator’s granddad out there.
### JON
**\[Considering]**
This is, uh…
No, I don’t have time. Tell me about the rituals.
### GERARD
Well, they all have one. Most of them, anyway. Takes centuries to build up to a level of power where they can try it, and if they fail, it’s back to square one.
### JON
Okay, but what do the rituals do?
### GERARD
They… kind of ‘shift’ the world, just enough for the Power to come through. Merge with reality. Some say, or well, they guess, that it could bring other entities through with them. I mean, I doubt [[the Buried]] would be bringing through [[the Vast]], but you know.
### JON
But what does that actually mean. F-For the world? ‘Merging with reality’?
### GERARD
Okay, well… You know how I was just talking about [[the Hunt]] and [[the Flesh]]?
### JON
Yes.
### GERARD
Well, think of it this way: right now all the entities have to act like a hunter, they pick off the weak ones around the edges, the ones that wander too close, and the rest of the time they have to just graze on whatever fear we all passively give away.
### JON
And if one of the rituals succeeds?
### GERARD
The world becomes a factory farm.
### JON
…
Why would anyone want that? I-I mean, there are people, or they used to be people, who are trying to do this. Why?
### GERARD
I dunno. Power, maybe? Or they’ve just got close enough to their patron or whatever that they also feed on it. I guess maybe some people just have a weird relationship with fear.
### JON
And [[Robinson, Gertrude|Gertrude]] wanted to stop them.
At any cost.
### GERARD
She worked out they’d all be happening quite close together. She’d already been doing it a while. And [[the Unknowing]] was the next on her list. That and [[the Watcher’s Crown]].
### JON
The what?
### GERARD
Uh, the Rite of [[the Watcher’s Crown]]. It’s what she called the ritual for [[the Eye]]. She didn’t tell me much about that one, just that she knew how to take care of it. To be honest, when she was going through this stuff, that was about the time I thought I had found [[Leitner, Jurgen|Leitner]], so I wasn’t much in the mood to listen.
### JON
[[Leitner, Jurgen|Leitner]]?
### GERARD
Yeah. [[Robinson, Gertrude|Gertrude]] reckoned he was alive somewhere.
Said she thought she’d found him. I tracked him down, but it… well, it wasn’t him.
### JON
Y-You’re sure?
### GERARD
It was just some pathetic old man. Couldn’t have been him. He was so scared of me, I just… just let him go.
### JON
Are you alright?
### GERARD
I think… I think I’m ready to go. I’m done. Hide my page, and when you’re out of here, burn it.
Please.
### JON
I will. Thank you, [[Keay, Gerard|Gerard]].
### GERARD
[[Keay, Gerard|Gerry]].
### JON
What?
### GERRY
[[Keay, Gerard|Gerard]] was what my mum called me.
*He chuckles in embarassment.*
I always wanted my friends to call me [[Keay, Gerard|Gerry]].
### JON
Thank you, [[Keay, Gerard|Gerry]]. Uh… I dismiss you.
*[[Keay, Gerard|GERRY]] sighs in relief, over background static, as he disappears.*
Oh.
Alright.
*[[Person of interest/The Magnus Institute/The Magnus Archives/Archive staff/Sims, Jonathan|JON]] closes the book and clears his throat.*
I’m ready!