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# Greetings Traveler ! # Welcome to The Tower of Insanity, atop The Mountain of Madness ! ! ! ##### You must be weary from such a long, grueling hike. Come rest by the Fire ! --- # I am Lexi von Geist, Alone Corporeal. ##### Throughout this Obsidian Publish website is my published works surrounding academia. ***Check My About Me section to learn about me. --- # ***Disclaimer-*** I am a VERY mentally ill person and what you see here will undoubtedly reflect that. You will be confused and maybe even angry. I must state clearly -- ALL VIEWS EXPRESSED ARE A RESULT OF ***MY*** PERSONAL EXPERIENCES AND ***MY*** INTERPRETATION OF THE WORLD. IT IS NOT SOMETHING YOU COULD EASILY UNDERSTAND. I AM PSYCHOTIC, THAT BRINGS WITH IT A WHOLE LOTTA BAGGAGE THAT ISN'T A NO BRAINER TO FIGURE OUT. BE WARNED! --- ==***MENTAL HEALTH WARNING: Schizophrenia, Self-Disorder, OCD, Borderline AND Schizoid Personality Disorders.***== **Self-Disorder is the schizophrenic fragmentation of one's identity as well as the inability to understand the world. And Borderline means my Identity is extremely unstable and very hard to understand. I lack a coherent identity. I am on a journey of self discovery.** --- --- # Let's Share a Laugh To Warm Your Welcome - ## *HERE - BEWARE THE SPECTRE* ###### Beware The Most Radical and Unique Spirit You Will Encounter. This Spirit is diagnosed with Terminal Online Disease and is doomed to be a NEET For Eternity. The Spirit of The Immortal Machine Engines Compel me to Use Linux and advocate for Piracy and Open-Source Software and criticize Intellectual Property. A Harsh Cultural Critic. Forever Critical of the Slop that Hauntology feeds our Cultures. --- --- ## *1. - Areas of Focus for This Site* --- --- #### Politics I focus on Internet Culture surrounding political discussion. I also study the politics of the -- Democratic Autonomous Administration of North ad East Syria, also known as Rojava. I focus on politics through an Anarchist, and Post-Leftist lens and I deliberate contemporary philosophy as driving influences on what society is like today. A favorite writer is Nyx Land. --- #### Theology I do have a large interest in the Study of Theology, mainly pantheistic and Islamic. I personally Identify as a pantheist and I really don't know why I am interested in Islam, just am. For my history, I grew up in the Mormon church which gives me a special religious context that I will share. --- #### History I have been an avid history enthusiast my whole life, primarily military history. My main knowledge base is WWII, but now have interest in many periods since 1789, with particular lens on the Napoleonic Wars. --- ### Psycholgy As a mentally ill individual, I am well fascinated by the mechanicums of the mind. So I do apply some study of the subject. --- ### Culture Cultural topics do interest me. I have a special Area of Interest in the VTuber scene, primarily the American Independent scene. And I will report on this topic quite a bit. --- ### Gender I am Agender . I do not have one. In fact, I DETEST the institution of Gender that enslaves us all. I advocate for it's entire abolition, make no mistake. I am, however, VERY pro-trans. --- ### Study of International Relations I focus on the world broadly, not just the US that I live in. I look out and learn of as many foreign news events as I can. I have learned a lot about the world and the systems of politics and culture that occur within it. I have a lot of knowledge about events and histories all over the world. I can tell you about the Civil War in Sudan or the fact that Tonga has a lot of Mormons. I know a lot and will continue to grow this knowledge as I study International Relations Theory. --- --- # *2. - My ideological Influences* >Ocallan, Spinoza, Hegel, Fichte, Mainlander, Avicenna, Lacan, Fisher, Stirner, Kropotkin, Schmidt (the Leftist one), Al-Ghazali, Naqshband, Nyx Land, Horkheimer and Adorno, and Camus - Have all been enormous influences on an ideology and theology that I have made my own. I have a lot of experience in supportive and educational roles for those around me that informs it as well. I have a unique experience as a psychotic person that has created my train of thought. A salad of - >Anarchism, Idealism, Pantheism, Sufism, Pessimism, Radical Individualism, Egoism, Psychoanalysis and Schizoanalysis, Accelerationism, and Transhumanism. --- --- # *My Theological Leanings-* --- --- # *3. - My Linux System* OS -- `NixOS 25.11 (Xentusia) - 6.12.54` Desktop Evnvironment -- `Hyprland v0.51.1` CPU -- `AMD Ryzen 7 2700X` GPU -- `AMD Radeon RX 7600 XT` MEM -- `11.4 GB / 32.8GB` Display -- `DP-2 (1920x1080) , HDMI-1 (2560x11600) , DP-3 (1440x900)` ![[nixvers11-10-1.png]] --- --- # *4. - My Social Links-* --- --- ## My Academic Discussion Profiles- [Threads](https://www.threads.com/@uxel_lodunum) [Telegram Channel](https://t.me/CorporealMeditations) --- ## My Media Links- [Spotify](https://open.spotify.com/user/1272872562?si=08386069fe084c43) [Bandcamp](https://bandcamp.com/xorkdork) [Scribd](https://www.scribd.com/user/669128788/Spectre-of-Identity-Haunt-of-Self) --- --- ## My Hobby Links- [PaintPad](https://paintpad.app/Uxellodunum) [Hobby Instagram](https://www.instagram.com/uxel_lodunum?igsh=Nmp6djhwd2F5bTFw) [Hobby Facebook](https://www.facebook.com/uxelodunum/) [MyMiniFactory]( https://www.myminifactory.com/users/Uxellodunum) [Gamefound](https://gamefound.com/en/profile/uxellodunum_geist_of_gaul#/overview) [Kickstarter](https://www.kickstarter.com/profile/2082283172) --- ### "-mates" Hobby Sites [Scalemates](https://www.scalemates.com/profiles/mate.php?id=110053&p=aboutme) [Wargamemates](https://www.wargamemates.com/profiles/mate.php?id=110053&p=aboutme) [Gundammates](https://www.gundammates.com/profiles/mate.php?id=110053&p=aboutme) [Diecastmates](https://www.diecastmates.com/profiles/mate.php?id=110053&p=aboutme) --- #### My Other Site For My Hobby- [Brightly-Colored-Armies](https://publish.obsidian.md/brightly-colored-armies/HobbyStuffs/MLP+CCG+Crystal+Games+Pull+Report+Copy) --- ## My Shopping Profiles- [Amazon Wishlist](https://www.amazon.com/hz/wishlist/ls/1SICNMVGP5J8U?ref_=wl_share) [Etsy](https://www.etsy.com/people/i4kmzu8j) --- --- # ***Journalism From ==Rojava== -*** [Syrian Democratic Times](https://www.syriandemocratictimes.com/) [Rojava Information Center](https://rojavainformationcenter.org/) [Telegram Channel For Syrian Democratic Council (Arabic)](https://t.me/SDCPressT) --- --- # *5. - My Avatar-->* ![[MadRat1-1.png]] --- --- > [!faq] > `NOTE -- This Page And ALL Of My Pages Are Subject To CHANGE. -- ` --- > [!info] > `Last Updated --- 11/10/25`